Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Reason to Smile

do u ever find a smile
smile which is not fake or non genuine
genuine is the other name for sweet-ha
sweet-ha is the angel of this blog
blog where u find nothing else but smiles
smiles which are spread in the air with love
love gives the "REASON TO SMILE"

Thanks to Sweet-ha for this wonderful opportunity to be doing a guest post in her blog ..:)...i just wanted to speard the word around that ..if u lack a smile please be in sweet-ha's blog always were u find them a lot :)...:D...

I even got 55 words to say about how i got to know the reason to smile :D....its a 55 fiction/reality :)..
She was in Tears,Loneliness killing her senses..she was missing her family badly in her heart .She tries to be more brave and not show her sad feeling's on her face by keeping up the cute smile on her lips.Then she decides to spread the cheer around and be "THE REASON TO SMILE"

5 Point something

5 Points about Sweet-ha

1.Cute: she is very cute by her heart

2.Sweet: well her name starts with sweet so how can she not be sweet :)

3.Humorous: well u have 2 ask sweety and tweety abt this :P

4.Friendly: she is always by ur side making u smile without letting u into depression

5.Hot : no i dint say this someone else is typing i am not responsible :P...

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

The first raindrops..

She was awakened when the lights went off. She saw the clock and it said 11 PM. "I must have slept early while reading the book", Maya thought to herself.

She got up, lit the candle and made sure that all the doors and windows are shut. She laid on the sofa and tried to relax when suddenly she heard the waving sound from outside. She was not sure what it was and hence, opened the balcony door and saw that it was breezing very much outside. She stood there enjoying the cool breeze. It started drizzling and she could feel the water drop falling on her face. She closed her eyes and said "I love this".

As she opened her eyes, she was there standing with her sister enjoying the first rain of the year. Her dad shouting from behind "You girls are crazy to get wet. Please come in! If not, you will catch cold"
"No pappa. We luv this. It is the first rain of the year. Don't you know how we enjoy watching this everytime. We will come in soon." she answered.

Maya always loved the first drops falling from the sky and the aroma of the ground when the first rain drops falls down. It's completely a different smell and it makes her go and dance right on the middle of the road!

She was now dancing with her sister rejoicing the wonderful rain that she always likes. She waved to the people who were rushing to their respective homes. She could see her neighbor friend sipping hot coffee sitting near the window. She looked at her and smiled. She turned back to see her dad starring at her angrily but she gave back her cunning smile and made her dad smile back. She closed her eyes and said once again "I love this so much" .

As she opened her eyes once again, she could see herself all alone standing next to the door of her balcony in the beautiful apartment where she stays. It was the same first rain of the year and she was smiling watching it pouring down. She was standing there but dancing in her heart, humming a melodious slow song, remembering her childhood. She felt like she heard her dad shouting but turned to see no one there. She smiled once again. She smelt the same aroma that she always liked. She felt like walking and running in the rain but she couldn't do it. But she was happy to see the first rain... the very same first rain that she always enjoyed to see... and then she told to herself.. "I love this so much!"

Monday, April 13, 2009

The wEiRd dReAm of the night!!!

It was a dream!! yeah, it was... thankfully it was...

It was by around mid night at 3 i guess... i was dreaming about myself rushing to catch a bus! i was quite late for it. My dad dropped me near the bus stop! and I did get the bus. I asked the conductor what time will the bus leave. He said 'by another half an hour'! I was happy I could relax for a while.

I was settling down on the seat when, i realized that i forgot to get my brush! awww.. yeh, my brush! I had left it in my house! I told my dad that I left it. He told that I can buy it from some shop after I reach my place.. ("my place"? i seriously donno where I was travelling to! coz it was a dream!!)
I was not convinced. I started fighting with him telling that I need tht brush! He got angry! he told me tht i can get it myself if i want to!

He was not ready to take me back to the house, leaving the bus! i was so bold enough that i told the conductor tht i will be back in 10 mins of time and pleaded him not to leave me and go! i snatched a bicycle from a guy who had parked it near by and rushed towards my home (i dont even knw whther the bicycle owner was running behind me) i am not sure why the bicycle was not moving fast! it was so slow.. slower than an aeroplane! oops.. sorry! i mean slower than.. err.. wht vehicle is slower than bicycle now? very well, let me continue..

I reached my house by 20 minutes from thr! i had 10 mins of time to get back and i was here in my house searching for it. i searched al over my bedroom and the hall. my mom was furious to know that i came back to take my brush!!
I was so tensed that i wud miss my bus! (to knw the fact tht i cant go by another bus, it was the last bus available and i had booked it a week back)
then it was my sis who was so brilliant tht she went to the utility and found my brush near the basin.. I was so thankful to her.. and started rushing back when i heard my mom telling at me tht she was making hot puri's ! and i can have atleast 2 and then rush! i then realized i was hungry! i had no option that i gobbled up fast the "hot puris" (i say, it was so difficult to eat hot puris)

Then as i saw my time.. i was already late! i thot my bus wud have already left, leaving me! i was so tensed i didn't knew what to do! i started crying so loudly tht my dad came and yelled back saying to shut my mouth! i was so shocked to see my dad there.. he then said me to come out of the house and see whats waiting for me thr! i came out and was so happy to see the "bus".
yes yes!! it was the same bus in which i had to travel..!
I was so happy tht i got it! i hugged my dad for that and said him a huge thanx! and then climbed the bus! al the ppl, were cheering me up! i was so happy tht i said "thank you" to them! (not sure why?? any idea??)

then i waved gud bye to my mom n dad and the bus left!! i just sat on my seat and relaxed for a while! just after few seconds i opened my eyes and saw myself lying on my bed!!
ufffffff... it was a dream!! oh god.!! i got up and drank some water.. saw the time, it was 3.30 am..!!
what a dream it was..
though it was a dream.. i was happy that i got the bus!!
but one thing! am i so stupid enough to rush back to ma home to get my BRUSH??? i seriously donno!

Friday, April 10, 2009

the moon smiled..

she sat there thinking
when the candles blew off

she went up to the terrace
to see the beautiful moon shining

she forgot all her sorrows
and was busy watching them

the moon had spread its beam everywhere
& the stars were twinkling all over

she felt the moon was smiling at her
telling her to forget all her pains

& the stars were twinkling and telling
that they all are there with her

she went & slept peacefully
with a smile on her face & with peace of mind.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

I'm honoured :)

Pots and pots, tons and tons, buckets and buckets of thanks to all the award givers! :D

My first blog award given by Yamini Meduri..

Second one given by Hemu...

Third award given by Farah,

This award is from Sonshu,

Again from Princess Sonshu

The sweet bloggers award from Sonshu,

This one is from Sam,

This one from Nikhil,

Another one from Nikhil,

These awards are from Kajal,

This is one is from Mayz,

The pixie award from Mayz(Mayank),

This one is from Hemu,

This Emerald award is given by Yamini,

This one is given by Pallav..

Thus a year passed by!

April... the same month, just a year ago was the time when I came to Bangalore.. I was excited and happy when I came here. In the same time, I was scared too.. It was a new place for me then.

I came to Bangalore for few reasons.. To escape from someone, :P to find peace, to get out of the boring job that I was working before, to study further. Al together, I set my goals with many reasons in my mind and came to Bangalore!!

With a good job here, staying as Paying guest, life went on as I wanted for few weeks!
Later, I realized that things are not always as what we wish it would be. Working for long hours was one of the reason which made me feel very tired and put me under frustration. I used to wait for weekends to make myself work-free! but weekends were much worst than weekdays. No friends here in the new place. Hanging out alone? naah, am not crazy! so I used to sit back at ma room and read novels..

I somehow tried to find a way and I made friends with few people around... Got along with few groups and my colleagues. Enjoyed freaking out.. Explored new things in this new place. Experienced many things. Went for few treks, outings, was just hanging out! It was fun all the while. Life went on and I kept myself busy with one or the other things.. with so many plans and few friends here, I used to enjoy each and everything. In btw, used to miss my parents and my close ones!

Though life went on, life was not easy. My close friend who was my roomie shifted her place. It was really a bad news as she was very close to me and she had given me company all the while. It was difficult to live without her as it was very boring and lonely. I had to digest the fact that she would be leaving Bangalore. Thought of shifting the room and searched a new one.

Whenever I used to feel homesick, I would sit alone.. hear some sad music and cry to myself.
When I get time, I used to fly off to my hometown to meet my parents and enjoy there. That was not so often.

I'm adjusting and compromising for each and everything here. Coz one day I want to go back to my place with a happy face! I have to to achieve what I had thought and that is possible only here. I have to make time for studies, work and enjoyment. :)

Bangalore has given me life, enjoyment, friends, job... the list goes on. But it has taken away from me.. my happiest life that was in Manipal(my hometown).. It has made me live far from my loved ones! I miss everything out there.. especially my parents and my sweet home.
Not sure whether I have to thank for what I have or be sad for what I don't have with me..!

Whatever it is...
a year has passed..!
memories will remain for sure....!!!

Monday, April 6, 2009

Tagged for 100 truths

Yeah, i have been tagged for 100 truths from hemu.. :)
most of them have done it except me, so let me too finish it up..
i know its quite big, plz do bear it.. :D so here it goes now...!


1. Last drink: Water!
2. Last phone call: Prabhakar, my colleague.
3. Last text message: Namana..

4. Last song you listened to: tenu le ke jana..
5. Last time you cried: on 3rd April at nyt, i was so depressed coz i had a serious argument with ma close buddy and cudnt talk to some person and he made me get angry!

6. Dated someone twice: No

7. Been cheated on? Err no
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? NO!!
9. Lost someone special? Yes
10. Been depressed? Yeh, Always
11. Been drunk and threw up? Not at all

12. Sky blue
13. Pink
14. Black

15. Brown

15. Made new friends: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Yeh

17. Laughed until you cried: No. i only cry or laugh.. not both together.
18. Met someone who changed you: Hmm.. yes i guess. I met so many friends who changed me in one or the other way
19. Found out who your true friends were: yeah
20. Found out someone was talking about you:
In college times, yes.. but now, no!

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Hmm.. which friends list? :P

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: I dont have a duplicate life to know them.. I know all.
23. How many kids do you want to have: let me ask my hubby in future! then wil tel..
24. Do you have any pets: no :( i want to have one

25. Do you want to change your name: No.. I love my name coz i love myself.. i dont want to change it.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: it was really wonderful. my roomies had arranged for a surprise cake cut and a bday bash. i juz luv thm :D
27.What time did you wake up today: 8.56 AM.
who fainted just now?
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Was sleeping.. i slept very early coz i had a bad head ache!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: to achieve what i wanted to.. i just want to fulfil al my dreams quickly.. :)
30. Last time you saw your father: a week back, when i went to my home town.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
I want to work happily in my hometown coz I want to be with my parents and beloved ones!
32. Most visited web page: Gmail.. :)

Whats your...
33. Name: Swetha Padakandla

34. Nicknames: bujjulu, swethu, sweet heart, baby, tvs, sweths.. (i hope thr r no questions regarding this)
35. Zodiac sign: Libra

36. Male or female or transgender: Female

37. Elementary: MJC
38. School: Madhava Kripa
39. Colleges: Dr.T.M.A Pai Polytechnic
40. Hair color: Black
41. Long or short: Medium. not quite long nor short :)
42. Height: 5.2
43. Do you have a crush on someone? presently no..
44. Ever been in love? yeah.. it was a tragedy :P
45. Piercings? hmm ears!
46. Tattoos? naaa
47. Righty or lefty: righty
48. First surgery: whn i was in 10th std...
49. First piercing: ears? i dont remember!
50. First best friend: shruthi.. long back friendship it was.
51. First sport you loved: basket ball.. and then throw ball. and then badmintion! awwww.. i luv so many thngs..

52. First pet: none
53. First vacation: I dont remember
54. First concert: Kunal Ganjawala's concert held at manipal.. long back

55. First crush: hmm.. my classmate.

56. Eating: no, working in ofc.. :(
57. Drinking: nothing at the moment
58. I'm about to: yawn!
59. Listening to: cant listen songs at office.. bt yeah, can hear my boss talking on phone
60. Waiting to: finish the work and go home!

61. Want kids? ofcourse yes..

62. Want to get married? yes yes yes.. :D
63. Careers in mind? cant think of anything at the moment.. am so perplexed already

64. Lips or eyes: eyes
65. Hugs or kisses: both

66. Shorter or taller: taller
67. Older or Younger: older
68. Romantic or spontaneous: hmm both
69. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms
70. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
71. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
72. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

73. Kissed a stranger: naaah..
74. Lost glasses/contacts: no
76. Broken someone's heart: not at al..
77. Had your own heart broken: yeah.. :(

78. Been arrested: gud lord.. no!

79. Turned someone down: someone down? i dont have that much energy!

80. Cried when someone died: yeah, my grandpa! :'(
81. Liked a friend that is a girl? yeah, i like all my friends

81. Yourself: yeah..
82. Miracles: yes.. i want miracles to happen
83. God: yeah…he is an al rounder al around! :)
84. Love at first sight: hmm.. i dont know! bt usually first sight is always attraction!
85. Heaven: yeah..
86. Santa Claus: yeah…
87. Kiss on the first date? err no!

88. Angels: yes.. they r so sweet
89. Devils: yeh, if thr r sweet angels here and thn thr must be devils too!

90. Is there one person you want to be with right now?
yes :D
91. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? no
92. Wanted to kill someone ever? yeah.. one who is against me i feel like shooting them..

93. Among you blog mates, whom would you like to kiss? no one! al r my frnds.. i dont have crush on anyone here..
94. Committed a blunder and regretted later? always!

95. Wanted to steal you friend's boyfriend / girlfriend? not at all..

Associate with something...
96. White: the flowers... i luv those white flowers and wud like to give it to all ma frnds..
97. Black: my jeans.. am wearing black jeans now, so!
98. Red: the chilli powder. i accidently added it more while cooking yestrday! my curry was red hot spicy! :(
99. Pink: my sis.. pink is cute so as my sis!
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? yeah.. any doubts, ask me! :P

Friday, April 3, 2009

Maska Chaska!

Pre-script: Due to some mishap, thr was an argument between me n 'she' (neeta, ma frnd).. the argument thn was closed like this..!

Me: Am sorry about what happend last nyt.. lets close it here! but promise me one thng.. u wil remain the same as b4

She: i'll try
i wil give a chocalate to u!
now tel
whtver chocalate u wish for! wil be urs!
nah.. i've put on a lot of weight.. so i'll skip on the sweetmeat
wil ice cream work?
Nope.. too many calories
tel me wht wil work
i wil choose from the options
:) lets see
a 3 bedroom house in indiranagar
seriously am logging out
or just 2 crores in cash will also do
why u need 3 bedroom house now?
so that i can rent it out for 20k
and then go live peacefully without having to work
ur brain works

If anyone doesnt knw how to put butter.. try with this! it myt be of help whn u need to put maska to someone! lol.. :P

and for now
*****Na’maska’ram****** :D

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

The Ginormous Meme

Its April 1st, the fools day! any fools around here? well, am not a fool to expect an answer for this :P

Now i ripped of this meme from Sunday stealing. I know its not Sunday to steal this meme but no issues with me! who will mind if i write it on Wednesday! :D

1. Are you single? Yep, happy to be single! :D

2. Are your parents still married? yes, they are!

3. Are you in love? Naa :>

4. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes, ahh No.. I mean Yes err No.. I dont know! :o

5. Who ended your last relationship? It just kinda ended on it's own.

6. Have you ever been hurt by a break up? Kind of

7. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Naaa..

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer? Not sure. Coz I have seen people starring at me. Its creepy, so i don't bother.

9. Prefer love or lust? Love

10. Prefer a few best friends or many regular friends? Few best friends! :)

11. Wild night out or romantic night in? Depends :P

12. Back in the day: Been caught sneaking out? Have been caught but never got punished!

13. Ever wanted something/someone so badly? Yeh, I have this habit of wanting things very badly

14. Who are/is your best friend(s)? Is it necessary to name them?

15. Ever wanted to disappear? No..

16. First attraction: Smile or eyes? Eyes!

17. Prefer intelligence or attraction? Intelligence.. is it on sale anywhere?

18. Last phone call you received? My mamma's!

19. Last thing you drank? gulp.. thanda pani..

20. Before your current one, when was your last relationship? I am suffering from short & long term memory loss!

21. Do you and your family get along? yup. very well.

22. Would you say you have a "screwed up life"? yeh yeh... my life is already screwed! trying to fix it up..

23. Have you ever gotten kicked out somewhere? If yes, do tell. Thankfully, No.

24. Do you trust all your friends? Yeah, very much!

25. Who knows the most about you? My close buddies.