When heart sinks!

From Neha to Aadil..

Dear,

You are Always in My Mind! My every waking thought is of you. I am lost without you near me. You and I were so close but I dont know what happened.
Look, I know I have done you wrong but you hurt me too, with or without knowing you have ditched me.
I cant believe you had let me down.
I told you everything I told you things I haven't told anyone else and what did you do?
You screwed me into the ground.
You were my best friend, my hope, my dream and my love.
when you were alone, I was there near you giving hopes. When your friends cheated you, I was there near you to control your anger.
You knew I loved you but still you did this.
I guess that is what happens when you fall in love with the wrong one.
My friends would tell me all the time not to believe you, but that is easier to say than do. I thought there's no one in this world who fits me as well as you do!
I guess since I have taken a deep fall that I cant say good-bye to you easily.
I am sorry for all that happened between you and me.
The sweet words you told me still echo, the hopes that you gave me are still alive. I still feel the soft touch. Isn't it possible for you to come back to me.. Oh sorry, I know its not possible.
I have come to the conclusion that I hate you and I do but at the same time I love you too.
If that makes any sense, you cant be apart of my life anymore because this is just not a forgive and forget kind of thing. It is my life, where I included you in it but you went out of it so soon.
I fell for you and got a deep cut in my heart.
But you know what they say:
"you can't lose something you never really had"

******* Neha *********

Making you Smile..

Now, this is quite a cool meme! Writing it down to make u smile.. :)
I just found it on Sunday stealing and decided to give it a try. It's The Cannon Fodder Meme. Here it goes:

1. Is there someone you'd like to be kissing right now?
> Yeah, a cute puppy. Though I don't have one near me, I wanna have it!

2. When you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
> Depends on the situation. May be, I am quite pissed off with something or may be uncomfortable where i am at that moment.

3. What are you listening to right now?
> I just heard my boss scolding someone. Still the words r echoing.

4. Are you a big fan of thunderstorms?
> Not really. But I would love to sit back and watch it when I am at home.

5. Do you believe in perfect?
> Yes, I do.

6. Are you a jealous person?
> Sometimes yes and sometimes no.

7. What was the first thing you thought this morning?
> That i was late to my office.

8. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
> A good long sleep.

9. Are you satisfied with what you have in life?
> Nope. Still lot more to achieve.

10. Do people ever think that you're either older or younger than you actually are?
> No idea.

11. Do you think men truly understand women?
> I don't think so!

12. How about women understanding men?
> I have no idea about other women. But myself, yes I sometimes do understand men.

13. Did anybody ever call you handsome or beautiful?
> At times of flirting they do call me beautiful and many more... ;)

14. What is one fact about the last person that called you?
> Called me? Through phone.. I just got a call from my roomie. Fact is that she quite moody at times.

15. Other than your current one, what’s the longest relationship you have had?
> Current one? well, no relationship currently going on. And about the longest relationship I ever had, I don't want to talk about it here. *wink*

16. If you could wish for something over a birthday cake what would it be?
> Lot of gifts and goodies.. :D

17. Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
> Yeah, I do. I know it creates a big scene. but cant help it *sigh*

18. Currently waiting on something/someone?
> May be, both!

Hey, wasn't this cool?
Cheers to all us thieves! Anyone smiling?? :)

Day filled with fun! Jan 26,2009

A weekend get away with my relatives was what I hadn't expected. After a long time, I met my relatives and was with them for an outing.

It was a gr8 fun and happy go-along which lasted whole day with whole hearted smiles and joy!

Confused smile?

There are few crazy people who believe in horoscopes. Hmmm, and I am one among them ;) The first thing what I do in the morning is check my horoscope. I also had subscribed to some web site where I get a short sms to my cell every morning which tells me my horoscope of the day! Don't call me nuts now. It's just because I got addicted to it.

It was in the early morning today that I received a sms from them which made me awake all of a sudden hearing the tone. The time was still 7 AM. I thought that the people who send me this must have awaken quite very early. :D

The msg was in short as usual. Than mentioning about my horoscope it actually suggested me few things. Well, it goes like this: "keep ur energy a bit more under control, & dont get confused."
Ehh??? What was that? Aaahhh! Thats ok, If i get more energy, I will surely keep it for the next day. And what about that confusion. I have no idea. The sentence itself put me in confusion.

I just coudn't think any more about it. So I was back to sleep again. It was 9 AM when I woke up. I was quite late to my office and I had no time to think anything. By the time I got ready and was about to come out, I found one of my sandals to be missing. Who could have taken only one? Was I confused? I don't know! I tried to find the other one all over my room. After a great search, I found it with another pair. What was this pair doing with the other pair? Again confused! Now, wasn't I late to my office? Hmmm, I just ran like a cheetah.. :D
Reaching office, I was explaining my colleagues all that had happened. All were laughing out while I was confused, wondering why they are laughing.
Do I need to smile now? Thinking all about this yeah, I do get a smile, a confused smile..!!

Nutty Stuff..

This is a long lasting smile, that I got on my face reading one of the blog. It's a great creativity from Chriz, the author of the blog http://www.chronicwriter.com/ . He is just a wonderful humorous person that his blogs are worth reading and laughing!

Do check the link. Its quite hilarious!
:D

A cup of Tea

I was busy working in the evening at my office, when my ma'm told that if we wish to have tea we can prepare and have it. Pre info - she said it coz our maid who prepares tea daily is on leave for two days. If the maid doesnt come then my ma'm itself makes it. Since she was in no mood to prepare, she told that we can do it ourselves.

I definitely was not in a mood to prepare as well. So, i passed the msg to my other colleagues. They all bounced back to me saying that I have to prepare tea for all. I was escaping with so many reasons! At last, two guys told that they are ready to do. They both went to the kitchen and asked me to stand and help them. Well, I had to agree for this atleast! So we three went into the kitchen and found ourselves quite confused thinking what to do next. We coudn't find the lighter to start the mini gas stove. We had no idea what the maid used to do. We thought of using match stick which was in the cabin of my boss. All of them pushed me to get it. Ahh! With great difficulty, I went inside and told both bosses that we are preparing tea and need the match stick.

Ma'm was quite happy and she told that she would like to have it too! Ehhh? I was worried how she will have it coz I was damn sure that it wont turn out to be good. With a grin on my face and bit hesitation I asked my sir too. He told "no, thanks" without even seeing my face.
Hmmm. I thought he is saved and went back to the kitchen.

We started to work on our project. Our objective was to prepare a good tea without any scoldings and the result.. we had to wait and see!

With a lot of argument and difficulty we prepared tea where the milk was more and water was less. It was our time to test the project now. Well, being a tester I didn't wanted to drink tea. So my work was passed on to the next one. He tested the project ( in other words tasted it). We were eagerly waiting for his answer but as he had a sip, he replied back "Bahut garam hain, ek baar phir test karna padega, yaar".

One, two and three sips, still his answer was the same. Oh man, thats not a good answer. Atlast, he told "Teek tho lag raha hain". Thankfully!
We poured the tea to all the glasses and yeah, as I had agreed to them took the cup and went to ma'm with quite a tensed kind of grin on my face. She was delighted to have the tea. I turned to sir once again and told "sir, would u too like to have it?" He asked who had prepared it. My smart answer was "All together". He gave back a smile and told yeah, sure then. Let me come to the kitchen and take it. Well, I immediately replied "no sir, I will myself get it". He hardly heard it and was already on his way to the kitchen. I was worried that he will be cross now seeing the kitchen as we all had completely turned it upside down. But nothing like that happened. Instead he just entered the kitchen and picked one glass and calmly said "Thanks a lot"

Phew! Quite happy on the successful of our project. I heard my ma'm tell "It's quite good".
Now, it was our time to have it. We had no tea left for ourselves though we three dont drink tea. ;) In an instant time, we prepared an instant coffee and drank it in the kicten itself. We had a gossiping session in between! With a hearty laugh and satisfaction on the completion of our project, we quickly finished our tea break. Ready to handle another project... [wink]

I enjoyed! We enjoyed. All drank it! "I meant all drank tea" :D

A matter of language!

I was having my dinner lately, where as my roomies had finished it before me.
It was then, where when we heard a sudden knock on the door. We were quite lazy to get up, so we asked who it was from there itself. It was maidservant of the PG.

When we opened the door, she started ordering us to switch off the lights and then sleep. It was not even 10 o'clock and she was barking like this. We kept quiet when she went to the next room and said the same. Our next roomies got wild and started yelling back to her.

It was quite funny coz the maidservant was speaking in the local language where as those neighbor roomies of mine didn't knew the local langauage and were speaking in Hindi. It was a complete confusion for all those who were shouting. We three who could understand both the languages were laughing to death hearing their conversations.

Maidservant was completely puzzzled! Lol, we all laughed! :P