All of a sudden, it dawned on me that I used to write. I had this thing in me that I could pen down my thoughts and imaginations and there was a place that existed where I could vent out.
I started searching for that place and finally opened this and noticed it has been 11 years since my last piece of writing.
11 Years is huge. It is that long enough to describe that my life has changed drastically. Back then, I was a single girl, single independent working, slightly less matured and more easy going kinda girl.
Coming back to current 11 years later phase, I am now a married, mother of two and quiet a dependent working lady with more matured mindset.
I know the other girl had a different life, her thoughts, her life style and her routine was so so different. Everything has changed now. That seems like a different life. 30s are so different. You have to face responsibilities. Your actions matter to everyone except you. You have to take decisions as a whole, as in for the family. I am more short-tempered now. Thanks to my children, they ensure that I always am not in a calm mode.
But looking back. I have grown beyond my capabilities. I can manage an entire family, I rule the kitchen, I can take decisions for everyone including me. I can decide on what is right and what is wrong for my kids. (Back then I was myself figuring out what is right for me :D )
Wow!! This is what 30 is all about. You are way beyond about what you were doing in your 20s. Life teaches you everything. Glad I am still rocking and my mental strength has exponentially expanded and ofcourse my positive vibes has gone stronger than before.
I am yet to figure out if I could come here again once in a while, pen down something and keep it going. I do want to retain this place. This was there with me from my early 20s. I dont want to let it go.
Lets see how this goes......
