Studies and tension

Today could have been a big day for me too if at all I had done what I was supposed to do. I can see many people around me waiting anxiously, talking with full of tension in their minds and ofcourse all those goosebumps that they are facing. Yes, every student who waits for his exam results would be in "Not Fine" status of mind.

I remember those days when I used to wait for the results to be announced. So many calls and those SMS to friends asking, telling about each and every information that I collect. Exam results are like such. You will be a different person from the previous night till you are done with all the jumping of times. Regardless of being it a high school results or college results. Tension is tension!!

Its been ages that I have written any exam. Though I'm ought to (I have taken some course and have not been able to complete it.) Ahhh.. Now I hear everybody giving me a gyan for not completing it. I have my own answers for all your questions. So don't ask me anything. But seriously I'm so so so sad for not getting enough time to study and I feel angry on myself for not able to concentrate on these. This so called 'Studies' haunts me the whole day and night. I guess this is what happens to the people who work and study at the same time!

Now for today, the exam results are out. But I am least bothered as I have not written a single paper. (yeh yeh, you can start throwing stones at me now. I can accept it gladly, huh) I feel pity for not writing it now. People around me are rejoicing on some people's marks and few are worried about getting odds on some papers. Whatever it could have been, I'm not the part of it this time. That makes me feel sickkkkk!!
Well, atleast next time is what I'm thinking of! Hopefully..

All mighty, give me some power and time to study! :P :D